She'll Be Right

Okay, i just wanna blabbering things, my anxiety is getting up and down. Well, first of all this post would not be my opinion but just... you know, telling what's inside my head.

Today, I just got my revision for my thesis and I got so many revision with writings I can't read. WHAT I SUPPOSED TO DO? I've just known that all the revision should be submitted next 4 days and I just wanna..... idk, sleep? Things are getting crazier. While I was anxious bout my revision then felt happy because my supervisor simplify things (thank you so much miss!) and now I'm getting barely anxious cause I need to do ALL THE REVISION. Welcome. Sometimes I feel like a dust. Everybody are awesome, they do things good. And me? Still have no vision because I haven't forced myself yet into this. I mean, I do well. But maybe not my maximum? I dont really know!

I just read a thread about the (most) popular scholarship across the country. How hard to get. How much effort to put. How you have to deal with the post-graduate life as fresh graduate. Meanwhile I really need references about how important to take the master degree? When is the best time to take the master degree? How to know what master degree I should take? I know.. this sounds uncertain but for real I still have no idea. One of my friend said don't think too far, just live the present. I know what she means. Don't think too far if I haven't realized yet. Don't push myself. 

These are thoughts that come and go in my mind lately. Sometimes they walk away, sometimes they just pop up in my brain. All I have to do is surrender. She'll be right as Australians said or all is well.

Many times ago, I read my logbook. I wrote some of my anxiousness such as what should I do for next semester, what credits should I take, and the most recently what topic should I take for thesis and as time flies, everything's fine. Maybe I worry too much. About future. I surrender to God.