Dear My Younger Self

I just watched to the girl i was video on youtube and since i'm taking a break of my study for a moment, so here's my letter....to my younger self.

Hello tita,

I call you tita because i know, you will have so many nicknames in your life but tita is always be your nickname since day 1. This is me, your older self. I'm 21 right now, studying as an engineering student. Are you shock, huh? Yes, you won't be a doctor. Anyway, you'll keep dreaming for pursue a medicine bachelor until 11th grader. 

Tita, you are lucky enough to find and recognize your passion so quickly. You always have many ideas (or imaginations). I'm proud of you that you produce things more frequently more than I do right now. I am proud of you because you are braver. You brave to say to older people 'why are you smoking?' or just popped up in your dad videos. You're brave to stand in front of so many people when people are staring at you.

Tita, there will be so many things to learned. How to understand people, how to take your time to find your inner circle, how to behave to people, how to see perspectives. I'm jealous of you because you don't have thoughts so much in your brain, not much opinion, just be happy at school, eat bakso, bring milk to your sister, and sometimes go to your friend's house. You know how to relax, hahaha. You will learn things and it's good. Don't be afraid. Keep your faith (and make it bigger). Always be grateful (even in small things). 

The future is not that scary. Just believe and take the right path. 

Sincerely,

your older self. Heavier, taller, and more love to taking naps than you.